We closed rather abruptly on March 24th. We were planning to slowly wind down, expecting restrictions would soon be put in place, but it was quite a shock to have to close the doors so quickly. Before I knew it weddings were being cancelled and the international flower markets dried up, literally.
I would agree with all those who tell me I'm a workaholic. I just can't stop working if there are things to be done, but this enforced break to 'business as usual'
has been like someone pressing a huge PAUSE
button.
It wasn't like being on holiday.
The thing that makes a holiday, a holiday, is the chance to relax, unwind and not to worry, and there was plenty to worry about. In addition to my concerns about the business and most of all the impact this was having on my team of florists and their families, John found himself busier than ever, working from home and I was just getting under his feet.
The first week I busied myself by cleaning, cleaning everything. I was scrubbing, dusting, wiping and sprucing up everything in sight. Then when I couldn't find anything left to clean I started searching the internet for anything I might need.
Before long I found a sewing machine! Of course, how on earth have I managed this long without a sewing machine? I've been watching the Great British Sewing Bee
and I was imagining myself whizzing up stylish new uniforms for everyone in the shop. I was so excited when it arrived but after pulling out the manual that came with it, I decided to leave it in the box.
During the day I had plenty to do in the garden. The weather was particularly good and I had quite a few plants left from the shop that needed planting, so that kept me occupied and out from under John's feet for a while.
Cocktail hour became earlier each day.
I would occasionally walk down the hill, into the village. There were still a few people about, the Butchers and Pulborough Village Stores were still open, but I missed being in the shop, I missed my flower shop family, chatting to everyone that came in, frequent visits to and from the Little Bean cafe and Henning's the Wine shop.
Everyday life.
However, as time ticked on and John's work eased up I suddenly found myself enjoying the time I had on my hands. Not having to get up at the crack of dawn, having the constant worry about not ordering enough flower or ordering too much, trying to anticipate weekly demand and staffing requirements, staying late into the evening trying to get wedding flowers done, hoping that every recipient would love and appreciate the flowers and the work that went into sourcing and arranging them. Second guessing what my customers might like or want in addition to fresh flowers and plants, sourcing items and buying in the right numbers.
I missed all the people I worked with, but I wasn't sure how much I missed the business.
Having time to sit in the garden late in the afternoon, the warm sun hitting the patio bathing everything in golden light, intensifying the smell of fresh garden herbs, listening to the hens happily clucking and Idris Elba (the cock) crowing, while sipping a cold glass of Sauvignon Blanc was making the idea of early retirement extremely attractive.
John would have to keep working though.
After 4-5 weeks of Lockdown, when everything in the house and been cleaned to within an inch of his life and there wasn't space anywhere in the garden for even the tiniest 'additional' shrub, I decided to Spring-clean the shop and prepare it for the future and a potential re-opening.
After spending a few days in the shop, refurbishing and giving it a fresh coat of paint. I felt revived, excited about the future, a potential reopening and getting back to a near normal, but...
The new normal would have to be different.
Opening at all has been quite tricky and something I thought long and hard about. Under Government guidelines florists have been allowed to take orders over the phone for delivery or collection, throughout the Lockdown period, however because I couldn't guarantee our usual abundance of choice and quality I haven't until recently done this. Now that Garden Centres are allowed to open, I can open the Flower Shop for garden plants, shrubs and ornaments, while at the same time take orders for cut flowers and bouquets.
We are also following Government guidelines with regard to social distancing, ensuring that all our customers and staff remain as safe as possible when visiting the shop.