by Claire Denman
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6 September 2020
I'm not sure if it's a female thing or a parental thing, but I'm sure it's the same for all small business owners. We always put other people first, whether it's children, family, friends or customers, we don't want to let anyone down. It's been eighteen months since I was first diagnosed with having gall stones. Initially I thought it was my body's way of telling me that I'd eaten or drunk too much, or that I needed to eat more lettuce π₯¬ , which is probably true, but I thought I was having a heart attack every time I consumed a little too much chocolate and because it was Christmas at the time, that was a LOT of heart attacks! The first time I had an attack John wanted to call an ambulance, but I didn't have enough cover in the shop and I couldn’t drop everything just for a 'potential' heart attack, so I soldiered on. After a few more episodes I agreed to see the doctor but when when they suggested doing an endoscopy I thought " No, no , I don't have time for all that " The doc tried to reassure me (not realising exactly why I was fretting so much) , "Don't worry we can sedate you for the procedure" That wasn't my first thought, what I was really worried about was not being in the shop on the run up to Christmas! After explaining that speed was of the essence the doctor said, if I wasn't sedated I could be in and out in no time. So I took one for Florists and Small Business owners everywhere! I sat there, trying not to gag, while the doctor fed a long tube down my gullet, without even using liquid chocolate as lubrication (I really suggest any healthcare workers reading this, consider this in future) . I needed surgery to remove the rather large gall stones which were causing me so much discomfort, so I got out my diary... No, January wasn't going to work, short-staffed after Christmas and too busy. February? No that won't work either... Valentine's Day, March? No, impossible...Mother's Day! OK, OK April it was! Then Coronavirus struck. My operation was cancelled, re-arranged for June then cancelled again, re-arranged for August and yes..cancelled again! My operation is now booked in for TOMORROW!!!! Yes, tomorrow, the day after today, Monday, less than 24hrs away. I'm not at all stressed, anyone who knows me will tell you, I'm extremely laid back and confident that I'll be in and out in a few hours and back at work on Wednesday. Although I have told John that if it all goes wrong and I die during the operation then; the kittens need castrating in November and not to forget to tell the vet to microchip them at the same time and that I'd like purple flowers with lime green accents at my funeral. It's a good job I'm so laid back and not at all stressed, completely chilled and not at all worried, because we had a WEDDING to do this weekend! Yes you heard right... a WEDDING! It was the first wedding, involving a church set up, transfer to venue and breakdown that we've done since before lockdown and it was this weekend. This weekend, the weekend before my operation. I did think of postponing my operation, I mean I've survived this long with bouts of excruciating pain, I'm sure I could have managed a little longer, but John and my fabulous team of florists wouldn't hear it. Becks, Lisa, Ali and Rach all pulled together and not only made a fabulous job of the wedding but have put aside all their personal commitments and demands on their time to ensure I don't have to worry and can leave everything in their capable hands for as long as needed. They are putting me and all the Flower Shop customers ahead of themselves and I will be eternally grateful to have such a fantastic team!!!!